A Prayers to god~

 Dear GOD,

          This is my prayers to you.

 ALLAH, THE ALMIGHTY GOD. For all this while I have been searching for nothing more than your blessings and attention. 

O God, Please don't ever abandoned me.

Please guide me!

Grant me Your love!

amin 
~

~ My Prayers Forever Accompanying You ~

         Once again, I send you a letter with the hope that it finds you well. In all honesty, whenever you were gone, the emptiness in my heart becomes unbearable and i wish i could do this in person while holding you in my arms. 

 

         I think of you everyday------I have lived for a long time dependent upon no one and committed to no one except myself, I consider the world is mine for the taking and truly i believed i was living life to the fullest. Then you come into the picture, and all of a sudden I realize that i was fooling myself.

My,

        I am an incomplete woman in need of wholeness. I find that my life is not all that i thought it was. It's terribly lacking in many things, the foremost being love. Now, through some great fortune, I have found that love and a long with it the one person who can make my life truly complete. 

YOU are that person, and i have somehow fallen hopelessly and undeniably in love with YOU. To be honest, I never thought i would ever utter those words, but now, they come fourth effortlessly and with great sincerity. 

I'll be forever grateful to YOU for showing me just how shallow my heart was. 

I will remain totally yours in thought, heart and soul .

~ Johnny Hollow Alchemy ~

The Blood Countess : Elizabeth Bathory ~

ELIZABETH BATHORY 

(1560-1614 )

A Brief History

Elizabeth Bathory is born into one of the oldest and wealthiest families in Transylvania. Her family had many powerful relatives -- a cardinal, princes, and a cousin who was prime minister of Hungary are among these relatives. The most famous relative was Istvan Bathory (1533-86). Istvan was prince of Transylvania and king of poland from 1575-86. It has been said that At around the age of 4 or 5, Elizabeth had violent seizures. These may have been caused by epilepsy or another neurological disorder and may have something to do with her "psychotic" behavior later in life.

~ Bathory & Nadasdy crest ~

1575: Age 15, Elizabeth married Count Ferenc Nadasdy . The Count was  26 years of age. The count took Elizabeth's surname so that she could keep her name. In Slovak this Castle is named Cachtice. The count spent a great deal of time away from home fighting in wars and for this he was nicknamed "The Black Hero of Hungary". While her husband was away Elizabeth's manservant Thorko introduced her to the occult. For a brief time Elizabeth eloped with a "dark stranger". Upon her return to Castle Cachtice the count did forgive her for her leaving. Back at the castle, Elizabeth couldn't tolerate her domineering mother-in-law. With the help of her old nurse Ilona Joo, she began to torture the servant girls. Her other accomplices included the major-domo János Ujvary , Thorko, a forest witch named Darvula and a witch Dorottya Szentes. The first ten years of their marriage, Elizabeth bore no children because she and Ferenc shared so little time together as he pursued his "career." 

1600: At age 51, Count Ferenc died in battle and thus began Elizabeth's period of atrocities. First, she sent her hated mother-in-law away from the Castle. By this time it is thought that she had dabbled into some forms of sorcery, attending rituals that included the sacrificing of horses and other animals. Elizabeth, now 40 years old, grew increasingly vain and she feared the thought of aging as she may lose her beauty. One day a servant girl accidentially pulled her hair while combing it. Elizabeth slapped the girl's hand so hard she drew blood. The girls blood fell into ELizabeth's hand and she immediately thought that her skin took on the freshness of her young maid. She believed that she had found the secret of eternal youth. Elizabeth had her major-domo and Thorko strip the maid and then cut her and drain her blood into a huge vat. Elizabeth bathed in it to beautify her entire body.

1600 - 1610: Elizabeth's henchmen continued to provided Elizabeth with new girls for the blood-draining ritual and her blood baths. Elizabeth went out of her way to see to it that the dead girls were given proper Christian burials by the local Protestant pastor, at least initially. As the body count rose, the pastor refused to perform his duties in this respect, because there were too many girls coming to him from Elizabeth who had died of "unknown and mysterious causes." She then threatened him in order to keep him from spreading the news of her "hobby" and continued to have the bodies buried secretly. Near the end, many bodies were disposed of in haphazard and dangerously conspicuous locations (like nearby fields, wheat silos, the stream running behind the castle, the kitchen vegetable garden, etc.).  But one of her intended victims escaped and told the authorities about what was happening at Castle Cachtice. King of Hungary ordered Elizabeth's own cousin, Count György Thurzo, governor of the province to raid the castle. On December 30, 1610 they raided the castle and they were horrified by the terrible sights. One dead girl in the main room, drained of blood and another alive whose body had been pierced with holes. In the dungeon they discovered several living girls, some of whose bodies had been pierced several times. Below the castle, they exhumed the bodies of some 50 girls.

1611: A trial was held at Bitcse. Elizabeth, who refused to plead either guilty or innocent, and never appeared in the trial.. At this trial Johannes Ujvary, major-domo, testified that about 37 unmarried girls has been killed, six of whom he had personally recruited to work at the castle. The trial revealed that most of the girls were tortured for weeks or even months. They were cut with scissors, pricked with pins, even prodded with burning irons onto short spikes in a cage hung from the ceiling to provide Bathory with a "blood shower". Sometimes the two witches tortured these girls, or the Countess did it herself. Elizabeth's old nurse testified that about 40 girls had been tortured and killed. In fact, Elizabeth killed 612 women -- and in her diary, she documented their deaths. A complete transcript of the trial was made at the time and it survices today in Hungary. Of the people involved in these killings, all but Countess Bathory and the two witches were beheaded and cremated. Due to her nobility, Elizabeth was not allowed by law to be executed. The tow accomplices had their fingers torn out and were burned alive. The court never convicted Countess Elizabeth of any crime, however she was put under house arrest. She was sentenced to life imprisonment in her torture chamber and stonemasons were brought to wall up the windows and doors of the with the Countess inside. They left a small hole through which food could be passed. King Mátyás II demanded the death penalty for Elizabeth but because of her cousin, the prime minister, he agreed to an indefinitely delayed sentence, which really meant solitary confinement for life.

~ An album from The Cradle of Filth : Cruelty and The Beast ~

1614: On July 31 Elizabeth (age 54) dictated her last will and testament to two cathedral priests from the Esztergom bishopric. She wished that what remained of her family holdings be divided up equally among her children, her son Paul and his descendants were the basic inheritors though. Late in August of the year 1614 one of the countess's jailers wanted to get a good look at her, since she was still reputedly one of the most beautiful women in Hungary. Peeking through the small aperture in her walled-up cell, he saw her lying face down on the floor. Countess Elizabeth Bathory was dead. Her body was intended to be buried in the church in the town of Cachtice, but the grumbling of local inhabitants found abhorrent the idea of having the "infamous Lady" placed in their town, on hallowed ground no less! Considering this, and the fact that she was "one of the last of the descendants of the Ecsed line of the Bathory family", her body was placed to the northeastern Hungarian town of Ecsed, the original Bathory family seat.

~ Cradle Of Filth : Bathory Aria ~

I LoVe you God The Almighty~

 

~ The Almighty God offers you Heaven & HELL ~

So stop whining

Be Empty and Obey

Because He got no reason to deny you

~ Purgatory - M O G S A W ~

::: The Indonesian version of the lyrics :::

Uhmm, Tidak ada alasan untuk menolakmu
Kau adalah keturunan dari dunia alam semesta
Bagaimana bisa aku tidak mencintaimu bahkan jika aku tidak pernah merasakan  Kau bernapas
Kau adalah keajaiban, puisi surga

Mog itu, aku bisa merasakan, semua
keberadaanmu, jiwa batin, saya bisa
Salah satu cintamu, satu untuk melayani, Dirimu
Aku akan memberikan hidupku, sepanjang hidupku, Aku milikmu, martirmu

Mengamati sendiri, dalam gelap diam sebelum turun
Dan sekarang Kau akan melihat, apa yang telah dilakukan untukku
Ketika aku menangisi diriku sendiri, aku menyadari bahwa Kau adalah satu-satunya
Bayangkan jika Kau bukan milikku, Aku pasti akan buta
Kau mengubah visimu, pengendalian nafsumu, Aku percaya
Karena semuanya akan dibuktikan dengan kebenaran pada akhirnya
Kematian akan segera datang, Tuhan tidak pernah menunjukkan diri, Kau tidak akan pernah tahu
Apakah Kau akan di dalam gelap atau Anda akan di dalam terang

Jadi sekarang, menjadi martir, aku tidak takut

Kematian akan segera datang dan Tuhan tidak pernah memberitahu
Bagaimana Kau mempersiapkan akhir Dirimu jika Kau tidak bisa mengurus jiwamu? Dunia hanya tipuan dan tempat untuk lelucon
Malaikat maut akan mendesak (Dirimu) dalam napasmu
Tidak ada yang bisa membantumu, ketika Tuhan menampar wajahmu
Tidak ada yang bisa membantumu, mati dan dikuburkan di kuburan sempit

M .O .G .S .A .W  ::  MESSENGER OF GOD SALALLAHU ALAIHI WASALLAM

~ The Gate of Hell ~

R.I.P Dimebag Darrel (1966-2004)

 DARREL LANCE ABBOT a.k.a DIAMOND DARREL or DIMEBAG DARREL.

PANTERA :::  BY DEMONS BE DRIVEN :::

Serving the faith
Abduction the oath
It lie in wait for the offering

Religion is old
For drawing the young
Purity withers and dies
Never return to the ones that provided
Children draining parents of will
I hold out my hand to bloodless child
I'm taken by the one I was saving
From death

(Chorus) By demons be driven
Beckon the call

With decline in mind
End not far
We're left hanging alone here
He pulls us from nails
Shatters our bones
Leaving us crippled and strewn
Boiling my corpse in the blood of his children
Praying for his god to prevail
Burying us with loved ones
To sleep with shelled children of the sixth dimension

(Chorus)

~ YOU'LL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN ~

Known as the BLACK RIBBON sticker that appears on vehicles in rememberance of his death~

i wash my hands till the water burns~

 ^ ALWAYS BEEN MY FAVOURITE  ^  

  http://katatonia.com/ 

KATATONIA :: Noted for the overall bleak melancholy and despair of their sound, often giving them the classification of doom metal or death/doom metal . Band members Jonas Renkse, Anders Nystrom, Per Erikkson and Niklas Sandin. 

KATATONIA :: IN THE WHITE .

A beautiful song  FROM  a beautiful video *

::: I'M MAD ! I'M MAD ! I'M MAD ! :::

   

For weeks i have lived with little else but pain and anger in my heart.  The visions of despair in my thoughts. How could fate be so cruel as to keep me apart from happiness! It's excruciating to live like this! This anguish and subdue feelings of despair is totally unbearable. 

Life is Peachy! 

And how do you treat people who tries to knock you the fuck out? 

You play ::  EVIL ~

 It's not that hard to play evil. Just enjoy the ride! 

HAHAHA!

VOLTAIRE : Gothic, dark cabaret, darkwave, swing, folk music. Monsieur Voltaire defines his band as “neo-Victorian gypsy pirate vaudville band”.

  

VOLTAIRE ::: When You're Evil Lyrics ~

when the devil is too busy
and death's a bit too much
they call me by name you see
for my special touch
to the gentleman i'm Miss Fortune
to the ladies i'm Sir Prise
but call me by any name
any way it's all the same

i'm the fly in your soup
i'm the pebble in your shoe
i'm the pea beneath your bed
i'm the bump on every head
i'm the peel on which you slip
i'm the pin in every hip
i'm the thorn in your side
makes you wriggle and writhe

and it's so easy when you're evil
this is the life you see
the devil tips his hat to me
i do it all because i'm evil
and i do it all for free
your tears are all the pay i'll ever need

while there's children to make sad
while there's candy to be had
while there's pockets left to pick
while there's grannies left to trip down the stairs
i'll be there
i'll be waiting round the corner
it's a game i'm glad i'm in it
cuz there's one born every minute

and it's so easy when you're evil
this is the life you see
the devil tips his hat to me
i do it all because i'm evil
and i do it all for free
your tears are all the pay i'll ever need

i pledge my allegience to all things dark
and i promise on my damned soul
to do as i am told
lord beelzebub has never seen
a soldier quite like me
not only does his job but does it happily

i'm the fear that keeps you wake
i'm the shadows on the wall
i'm the monsters they become
i'm the nightmare in your skull
i'm the dagger in your back
an extra turn upon the rack
i'm the quivering of your heart
a stabbing pain, a sudden start

and it's so easy when you're evil
this is the life you see
the devil tips his hat to me
i do it all because i'm evil
and i do it all for free
your tears are all the pay i'll ever need
and i do it all for free
your tears are all the pay i'll ever need
and i do it all for free
your tears are all the pay i'll ever need

it gets so lonely being evil
what i'd do to see a smile
even for a little while
and no one loves you when you're evil
i'm lying through my teeth
your tears are all the company i need.